Going to make it my goal to never be described as weak ever again.
Anonymous said: Keep your head up, darling. It will get it better. You're a wonderful person and there are still good things left to smile about, I'm sure!
Thank you so much. This all just happened too fast…I was lied to and I’m just mad more than anything. ldkjfsldjflsdkjf thanks for the pep talk though, anon. You’re great.
I absolutely despise my life so much right now. I just got back from the best week of my life and she has another boyfriend already. It hasn’t even been a month and a half. Goddamn I can’t keep taking blows like this.
So I’ve been at Disney World this week and still got four more days to go and it’s absolutely incredible. (It’s my first time)
The art and everything is breath taking and I freak out so hard over all of it.
And yet for some reason when I get back to my hotel room I can’t stop thinking about her and wish I wasn’t having all this fun alone… I hate having emotions and I hate caring so much. This is supposed to be the happiest place in the world. But why am I still not?
I miss her so much.
I usually am fine but sometimes my mind likes to wander and have flashbacks and dreams and that just kinda makes me feel lonely again. Its only been an entire month and its felt like a lot longer. Anyways, this took like 2 hours. enjoy, cheers.
This has been the slowest and most painful week. Sometimes it gets confusing to not know what to do with bottled up emotions. Sometimes it’d be nice to be able to let it all out at once.
Point is, i drew a sweet monster to show how I feel n stuff. Cheers
you guys, i feel like shit. In need of a friend
My final project from scientific illustration class!! Actualy had a lot of fun doing it and will now be proudly displayed on my girlfriend’s wall. Cheers!
Here she is!!! Its not the greatest cause I got carried away so I kinda killed the sense of depth, but I’m still fairly satisfied with it. This is my alien-plant infected New Zealand, bio-luminescent forest! its mostly a rough painting so ignore the messiness. enjoy! cheers!
scientific illustration mode! Crab project that i kinda enjoyed doing. Then aged it with the magic of photoshop. Squareback Marsh Crab found here in Savannah and other parts of the coast. His name was Fabio and he really smelled.
My comp for my next project. Undiscovered lost civilization. With my own touch of alien life ;) Gonna have ton o’ fun working on this. First environment concept art, wish me luck!
Latest project!! We had to do Tarat cards. So obviously i took them in a cooler direction. enjoy, cheers!
my final(ish) alien character designs for my Tarot card illustrations. We get to add our own twist so I made mine into this divine-like aliens, Death and the Magician. Each with familiar characteristics. They’ll have halos and everything. pretty excited about this one!!
My Macklemore portrait for electronic illustration class. AKA my first ever colored portrait ever which Im pretty proud of! Had lots of fun doing this and hope you guys enjoy! also I looked to artists like Sam Spratt for inspiration and technique emulation. His work is incredible and he went to my school!