More feels painting! okay, the only reference I used was for the head. So sorry if you fox lovers find something wrong with the body. Same for anatomical heart lovers. Don’t kill me. Yeah, i think im done with depressed painting. time to move on to more badass stuff. Cheers!
My ex already has a new bf after only 5 weeks of breaking up with me and I feel like shit but overall I’m actually okay cause now she’s completely gone from my life and I’m so glad and all I really feel is anger but hey what can you do. I’m being productive and have tons of friends and am working to do stuff to prepare me for my career. So yeah, as mad as I am and as much as it hurts when I DO think about it, I’m going be just fine cause I’m Kevin fucking Catalan and I won’t be brought down.
Okay, self confidence rant over, I sketched up some soldier dudes while watching a movie. Stlll have a loooooot to go before I can paint quickly and efficiently and still have a ways to go for my sketches to actually look good. Anyways, heres this and enjoy. Cheers.
I need to stop punching things out of anger. I’ll break something and then get yelled at and thats the last thing i need.
Anonymous said: Keep your head up, darling. It will get it better. You're a wonderful person and there are still good things left to smile about, I'm sure!
Thank you so much. This all just happened too fast…I was lied to and I’m just mad more than anything. ldkjfsldjflsdkjf thanks for the pep talk though, anon. You’re great.
I absolutely despise my life so much right now. I just got back from the best week of my life and she has another boyfriend already. It hasn’t even been a month and a half. Goddamn I can’t keep taking blows like this.
So I’ve been at Disney World this week and still got four more days to go and it’s absolutely incredible. (It’s my first time)
The art and everything is breath taking and I freak out so hard over all of it.
And yet for some reason when I get back to my hotel room I can’t stop thinking about her and wish I wasn’t having all this fun alone… I hate having emotions and I hate caring so much. This is supposed to be the happiest place in the world. But why am I still not?
I miss her so much.
I usually am fine but sometimes my mind likes to wander and have flashbacks and dreams and that just kinda makes me feel lonely again. Its only been an entire month and its felt like a lot longer. Anyways, this took like 2 hours. enjoy, cheers.
This has been the slowest and most painful week. Sometimes it gets confusing to not know what to do with bottled up emotions. Sometimes it’d be nice to be able to let it all out at once.
Point is, i drew a sweet monster to show how I feel n stuff. Cheers
you guys, i feel like shit. In need of a friend
My final project from scientific illustration class!! Actualy had a lot of fun doing it and will now be proudly displayed on my girlfriend’s wall. Cheers!
Here she is!!! Its not the greatest cause I got carried away so I kinda killed the sense of depth, but I’m still fairly satisfied with it. This is my alien-plant infected New Zealand, bio-luminescent forest! its mostly a rough painting so ignore the messiness. enjoy! cheers!
scientific illustration mode! Crab project that i kinda enjoyed doing. Then aged it with the magic of photoshop. Squareback Marsh Crab found here in Savannah and other parts of the coast. His name was Fabio and he really smelled.
My comp for my next project. Undiscovered lost civilization. With my own touch of alien life ;) Gonna have ton o’ fun working on this. First environment concept art, wish me luck!
Latest project!! We had to do Tarat cards. So obviously i took them in a cooler direction. enjoy, cheers!